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♫ It’s the snowflakes that drift piece by piece into my eyes ♫
♫ It's the flames that glows and dims, never giving up ♫
♫ I reluctantly allow myself to empathize that fate is like a willow tree ♫
♫ Once the wind blows, the leaves sways as it is ♫
♫ The feeling of missing you is the warmest sorrow, like a pair of wings ♫
♫ that makes me unable to stop and fly further, reminiscing in the past ♫
i>♫ You leaving me without saying a word, even if it's for my well-being ♫
♫ it's the waves that will keep crashing in both of our hearts ♫
♫ You bore with the pain time and time again, closing up the windows ♫
♫ I held back my tears, going one step forward and stopping, looking back ♫
♫ Not being able to love is the furthest exile ♫
♫ Nevertheless, being unable to help but love is the happiest bind ♫
Here to Heart
Episode 23
You able to come see me,
inside my heart is already satisfied. Really.
Don't cry.
Before mom passed away, she told me not to hate you.
So.
So I will forgive you.
Thank you, thank you.
Okay.
Stay here and get cure. I'll try all my best
to help you cure your illness. Stay and get cure.
Other things, you don't have to think about it.
When your illness is better
other things, we can talk about it later.
Sit and rest.
Miss Yixin, we received explosive information that you faked your identity
and that your parents are not really living abroad. Is that true?
Mrs. Yixin, is the rumor true?
We heard that your family background is fake.
Can you explain to us?
Mrs. Yixin, is that true?
Don't film, don't film.
Don't film.
Don't film, don't film.
Boss, boss.
- What? - Look, look.
You and Old Gao help me lead the meeting.
Boss.
CEO Zhan is here!
CEO Zhan is here! CEO Zhan!
CEO Zhan! CEO Zhan! CEO Zhan!
Do you know about Ms. Yixin fabricating her family background?
Mr. Zhan, do you know about Ms. Yixin faking her identity or not?
Tell us about it.
Mr. Zhan, the matter about Ms. Yixin
faking her background, is it true or not?
CEO Zhan! CEO Zhan! CEO Zhan!
CEO Zhan and Mrs. Yixin, don't leave!
It's done.
My everything is done.
Once this news is released,
everyone would think I'm a liar.
They would feel...
...that I hid my real identity...
...that all these...
...is to package my own lies.
Don't think too much right now.
Media issue, let me handle it.
Yixin.
We've went through so many trials and tribulations.
What matter have we not experienced?
If you let this issue affect you
then you're not the Yixin that I know.
I hide it from everyone.
Including not telling you.
It wasn't really for vanity,
but for...
....but because of I'm ashamed of myself.
Our life,
parents, birth, blood
are all the things that we can't change.
But God is fair. The only thing we can do
is to work hard for ourselves and strong.
When that happens the only thing people remember us
is not our family.
Is no use.
Having an alcoholic and gambler father
everyone would look at me
with a judging eyes.
At that time,
the next door neighbor
would sneakily behind my back called me "alcoholic daughter".
They would even stop their own children
to not play with me,
and scared I would be a bad influence to them.
That time, I would hide under my blanket and cry.
Mom found out.
She said, it's okay.
As long you treat other people nice,
people would able to feel it.
I remember that one lunar new year,
mother made one big bowl of tang yuan. (soup with glutinous rice balls)
She told me to bring it over
and share with the children.
But in the end,
their parents
thought I wanted to borrow money.
They didn't even open the door.
Don't cry.
When I went to college not long ago
my mom passed away.
My dad also ran away from home.
At that time I
looked at other family and they're blessed.
That's why, I just didn't want to be different.
That's why, I hid it.
Everything you said I understand.
So, you're saying from that moment
you decided to hide about your family.
I...
I just don't want because of my family
to be labeled unnecessarily by others.
I'm doing that
I'm doing that, is it really wrong?
I don't care what other thinks.
Actually, I'm very scared.
that you will dislike me because of this.
After all, this matter has caused quite a scandal.
They all know about my family background now.
Everyone said
that it was because I looked down on my own father
that's why I abandoned him.
Don't be foolish, okay?
What kind of person you are, you really think I don't know?
If you're really that type of person, would you really go to see your father today?
Getting filmed by then can only mean one thing,
it means that you're unable to severe this tie.
A lot of times, I'm very troubled.
Me to him, I can't say there's no hate at all.
Even some time I would forget that I have that kind of father.
But, when he appeared in front of my eyes
and he got cancer.
I would still remember,
that when I was little I have an unhappy family.
All of things that existed in here,
when my father ran away from home
all of them left.
So, when I just received this
I knew he came back.
I'm sorry. I lied to you.
Why would I blame you?
Right now, I'm most worried about your mood.
Since you're able to recall past good memories, you should stay happy.
You need to positively face everything you have
right now including your father.
Okay?
A lot of other things you have me, I'll handle it for you.
Saying it, it's weird.
How did they know my father is in the hospital?
Plus they waited for me at the hospital.
Who else knows that you went to the hospital?
Wen Nuan.
But, Wen Nuan is not that type of person.
Fine.
This situation, I'll investigate carefully later.
Get a good rest.
Be happy.
Yixin! Yixin! Yixin!
Stop the car for a while.
Yixin!
It's me. Look for some people to disperse the people in front of Yixin's house.
Right.
Make it fast.
Let's go.
Yixin, if you fall from the goddess position to dirt,
Zhan Nanxian and everyone will betray you.
Only me is that person who will never leave you.
It's really surprising that no fans are outside right now after such a huge scandal like that happened.
Sister, let's open the curtain.
Sister, are you more at ease now?
At least, eat something.
I think that all of this were arranged by Nanxian.
He hired people to disperse the fans.
Or else, I wouldn't have a chance to get a good sleep.
CEO Zhan really treats you so well.
Now, a lot of people online are making jokes
saying that CEO Zhan will surely change his heart now.
CEO Zhan is clearly concerned about you.
Not only did he immediately rush to the hospital to save you,
he even kept putting himself in your position to care about you.
Mouths are owned by others.
No one can stop them from saying what they want.
But this time, for Nanxian to be firmly standing by my side,
is the best proof of our 7 years of affection.
Sister, is this what they call...
what blessing, what disaster? What's that?
Misfortunes and good fortunes
go together.
Right...that's what I mean.
Stop minding those people outside who are saying irresponsible remarks.
Maybe, not long from now, CEO Zhan will be proposing to you.
Your wedding with CEO Zhan will surely be very grand.
For a woman, her future family
is more important than her birth family.
Once you and CEO Zhan get married, those people outside mocking you
will know how wrong they were.
For a woman to hold tightly to his man,
she shouldn't rely on a moment of pity.
She must have the power to stand side by side with him.
Sister, while matters haven't died down yet,
do you want to rest for a while?
So that you need not face those rumors outside.
The more it is this time, the more I can't let myself fall.
We'll be filming this part today.
Good morning.
These people are too much.
When they see you before, they would keep fawning on you.
But now, really great. They can really change your attitude so fast.
Is it your first day filming with me? What's to be surprised about that?
Yixin's matters is so unbelievable.
She usually is quite courteous with everyone.
How come she's this ruthless towards her father?
She just left him there and even said that he went abroad.
But honestly, she's also quite pitiful.
Her fake rich background has not been exposed.
Even if Zhan Nanxian doesn't mind it,
- can his family accept her? - That's right.
They are just idly chatting.
Don't be meddlesome.
Let's go and put on make up.
Sister Yixin is here. Aren't you two going to hurry and change her make-up?
Yixin, are you still okay with what happened yesterday?
The movie is more important than the sky. No matter what happens,
I can't cause any delay in my work.
So sorry, Ms. Yixin.
There is suddenly some changes with this shoot. I must first put on make up with Ms. Lifan.
What are you all doing?! Why didn't you tell us beforehand that there are changes with the shoot?
It's just a small mater. We can wait.
Go and get me something to drink.
Keke.
Why don't you do Ms. Yixin's make-up?
I don't know how to do one. I still have to handle a lot of matters later.
It's fine. You guys get to work first.
Yixin, have you read the script for today?
I did.
What I mean is the content of the script.
If you think that you're not suitable to do any shoot today, you can tell that to the producer or the director.
Looks like you are still inexperienced.
All departments make preparations based on the scheduled set.
Things can't be changed just because of me.
Also, I can act well.
No need for you to worry.
Ms. Yixin, why don't we do this scene of abandoning one's parents?
Earlier, I heard that it was that Lifan who deliberately instigated the director to change the scene to this one.
She just wants to disgust you.
I know what I'm doing. This scene will be filmed sooner or later anyway.
Don't worry. I'm fine.
I won't easily get toppled like that.
[Nanxian]
Nanxian.
I'm in the movie set. We'll be filming in a short while.
Why didn't you rest for a while more?
You're really a model of a good worker.
Don't worry. I'm fine.
I can't let the filming stall just because of my matter.
Right now, if I'm able to successfully finish this move, I will be contented.
CEO Zhan, why don't you fetch Ms. Yixin later?
So others won't—
What has happened?
Nothing. Lele is making up things.
Nanxian, go back to work. I'm hanging up.
Why won't you tell CEO Zhan about it?
With things like this happening, why not let him show some tenderness towards you for a while?
I am able to bear this little scandal.
That will only let Nanxian look down on me.
Do you understand?
Let's go.
I have to go out for a while.
If there are any matter, you can call me.
I know already, CEO Zhan.
- Boss. - What is it?
I have a few development projects with international firms that I want to report to you about.
How about this?
Let Wen Nuan mark the important points for me.
I have to do something and must leave now.
Boss, since yesterday, news about Yixin and you have been flooding the net.
And now, you're rushing to go out. Are you going to her?
How about this? I'll just tell you once I return.
Wen Nuan.
CEO Zhan.
My resignation have reached the administration department.
I think that it's not good to still let important documents like that pass through me.
I still haven't agreed with your resignation.
That's why, you're still an employee of Shallow Cosmos right now. Just do what you should do.
You don't need me to repeat it, right?
Thank you.
Boss, wait for me!
You're really inhumane. You won't even acknowledge your own parents.
I've paid a lot just to achieve success.
No one knew...
They were clearly burden. But how come...
Cut!
Yixin.
You were acting too rational.
It was too cold-blooded.
You should show some internal confusion.
Especially when she was questioning you, you didn't show that intense internal conflict.
Sorry, Mr. Director. Let's give it another try.
Let's do it again then.
Everyone, get ready. Let's do it one more time.
Okay, director!
You're really inhumane. You won't even acknowledge your own parents.
Cut.
Wrong. Wrong.
Lifan.
No need to wipe.
You actually mistook your little sister to have abandoned your parents.
That's why, your emotions should be spurting out.
You were too gentle.
Does splashing some water require several seconds or minutes?
So sorry, director. I indeed have a problem getting the right emotions for my character.
How about we all rest first?
- No need. - Look at how I kept throwing Yixin water here.
I'm a bit embarrassed already.
Yixin, what do you think?
Mr. Director, I suggest
that we directly change the throwing of water to a slap.
Sister.
This can make the clash between the sisters more intense.
It can also force me to bring out the right emotions for this role.
Yixin, why must you do this?
We all are doing it to better our role.
Okay. Let's do it one more time then.
Everyone, get ready!
- One more time! - Okay, director.
- Are you all ready? - Ready. - 3, 2, 1, action!
You're really inhumane. You won't even acknowledge your own parents.
Just for success, do you all know how much I've paid?
They were clearly burdens.
Why must they drag me...to live within mud?
Cut. Yixin, you acted very well.
You've really depicted the character's personality very well.
Thanks.
Thank you, director.
Sister Yixin is really very professional.
Her acting was great.
Yixin, you really did well earlier.
Even if everyone knows that you've indeed abandoned your parents,
they will still feel very touched after watching this scene.
I'm talking about the movie. Don't put it to heart.
It just happens to be noontime.
Why not I treat everyone to lunch?
Mr. Director, hello.
Can you give me this honor?
Oh, right, director. May I ask if in your film crew,
anyone has the right to casually change the film schedule?
Are they very hard to control?
Do you need me to personally
chat with your investors?
No need. We are very normal.
Really?
I do.
That's good then. Let's go.
What do you want to eat later?
Anything is fine with me.
- Have you read the posts online? - I did. I was really shocked.
This Yixin is quite something.
I was on duty yesterday. Hurry and tell me what I've missed.
How could you not know such a huge scoop? This Yixin falsified her background.
She said that her parents migrated to the US.
But actually, she was ashamed that his father wasn't a successful man.
Hey, what are you all saying?!
Yixin isn't that kind of person.
You all are falsely accusing her!
I can tell you all that Yixin was a good child.
Do you all know that if there is anyone who was bad,
it's me.
When Yixin was little, when he needed a father the most,
it was me who abandoned her and left our house.
That's why, she refusing to acknowledge me,
can totally be understood.
I...am already at the late stage of my cancer.
That's why, I Yixin's good friend Wen Nuan, relay her a message.
Do you know that for Yixin to be able to come to the hospital to visit me,
- as a father, I'm already— - Mister, calm down...
I am already very touched. That's why,
- whatever my daughter needs me to do now, I'm willing to do it. - Don't be like this, mister. It's bad for your health.
You all must not say these anymore.
Don't falsely accuse her anymore.
I beg you all. Stop...
...falsely accusing or discussing about her, okay?
I beg you all. Thank you.
Little Mr. Pan, this is the latest info about him. Are we going to continue following him?
Okay. I'll report to you any new information.
What is he trying to do?
I have never counted on him to give me anything.
I just hope that he won't drag me down.
Is that not okay too? I hate him so much.
Okay already. Stop crying.
Uncle also did that out of good intentions.
Have you ever thought of saying the truth out?
Stop letting people creating and spreading false rumors.
Say the truth?
I did consider that.
But I was afraid that people will doubt me as putting up a show.
Don't think that way.
You can tell everyone that you're not the prefect idol that they imagined.
Even though you committed a mistake, you're worthy to be forgiven.
I'll listen to you.
It's fine now.
Media friends,
I asked everyone to come here today to clear
the recent rumors about my identity spreading online.
Ms. Yixin, are you going to say that the rumors about you fabricating your family background
and not acknowledging your father are all purely made up?
It can't be said as completely made up.
Yixin lied to us. I can't believe she's that type of person.
Yes, I lied to everyone.
My parents, actually doesn't live in overseas.
When I was in college not long ago, my mom passed away.
From that moment, my father never came back.
I don't want to give myself any excuses.
But I hid my real background for a reason.
Dad.
Dad, this money is to buy mom medicine. You can't use it to buy alcohol.
Give the money back to Yixin! That is Yixin's scholarship!
- Dad! - You can't take it away. Your daughter is excelling now!
As her parents, we shouldn't drag her down!
- I beg you. - Mom.
Are you for real?!
Isn't Yixin my child too. Who fed her since she was little?!
Her clothes, food, school fees, which weren't provided for by me?!
Why do you kept shouting?! Get lost!
I beg you.
Everyone says that I hid my real family background because I wanted to satisfy my vanity.
But deep in my heart, what I really want the most
is a little family with complete parents.
Rather if my parents have any influence
or how much money. Because from the start
I also didn't rely on my family background.
Because from the beginning I also have nothing.
Up to today, I rely on myself.
Rely on all of my hard work to get what I have now.
That time when my father came back, I didn't want to meet him
because no matter what is because of him my mom left me.
But, he's sick. How can I not care?
No matter what, he's still the father I once used to love.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to all the friends that have supported me.
I'm sorry.
Thank you.
Can't believe what Yixin honestly said have cause
everyone to accepted her. This is good.
[The reason behind the fabricated identity of the famous celebrity Yixin]
Don't watch anymore. That was too absurd.
Lying now is reasonable?
What's there to be angry for? Being angry can cause wrinkles.
Moreover, she indeed have reasons for saying those lies.
You can say it like that, but she's really-
Sister. I want to go to the gym.
It's so late, don't go.
Isn't the gym gift card you gave me last time is about to expire?
It would be a waste of I don't go.
Then wait for me, I'll go change and go with you.
No need. You just came back, you must be tired.
I can go by myself.
Xiao... Xiao Nuan.
Linlu, let me tell you something.
Hello?
Hello, Wen Nuan. Are you at the gym?
How do you know?
Guess.
I'm on my way to the gym. See you later.
See you later.
Okay, bye-bye.
You're here?
I've drank too much alcohol lately. Had too many social engagements.
I feel that I've grown fatter. I need to diet.
You should drink less. It's bad for your health.
Okay already. Got it.
Oh, right. When I went to your house last time...
Don't you still know my parents?
They like making jokes.
Our family is the 'the upper beam is not straight, hence, lower beam is crooked' kind.
But going back to it, if you are not doing anything, go to our house to eat often.
When you go to our house,
our meals really improve.
How can I bear to frequently be a free loader at your house?
But...I think that if you really want Auntie to be happy,
shouldn't you bring your girlfriend home for her to see?
With my numerous girlfriends, if I take anyone home,
I will offend the others. I'm not doing it.
You're joking with me again.
Okay. Let's say something serious.
Come. Open up your arms.
Open it.
Take note of your rhythm and breathing. Increase your strides.
Correct. If you run like that,
you won't get tired and pant.
I instead feel that you're panting more than me.
Are you talking about me?
How am I panting? I think that I'm very much in the rhythm.
Don't know who invited me for a night run last time,
but surrendered midway?
With the manner you're talking, are you challenging me?
Not satisfied? Fine. Come...
Come... Come over here.
Four kilograms.
Twenty kilograms.
Your concealed strengths
can really make others gasp in amazement, Zhu Linlu.
Only by being able to make you smile can my strength be meaningful.
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♫ Hey... I really miss you. ♫
♫ Right now, it has started raining outside the window again. ♫
♫ My eyes are dry, but my heart wants to cry. ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now. ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Too many emotions, and no suitable expressions. ♫
♫ The things I want to say most, how should I say it? ♫
♫ Are you missing me just like I am missing you?♫
♫ If there was no you, no past, ♫
♫ I won't be sad. ♫
♫ But if there was a choice, I would still choose to love you. ♫
♫ If there was no you, where would I be?♫
♫ And what would I have to regret? ♫
♫ Anyways, it's too late now. ♫
♫ Anyways, I lost myself already. ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you. ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now. ♫
♫ Are you missing me just like I am missing you?♫